November Update - Released Result Month

Blog some my recent feeling and mood which I’ve gone through this month before my tomorrow flight. I will travel to two foreign countries , which make me feel like “ Finally I am going out to Malaysia. ”

I will update my instagram and blog , please looking forward to it. 

It doesn’t mean that I don’t want to travel domestic , most of the states in west Malaysia I have traveled since 7 year-old. Thank you to the people who for planning the trip within Malaysia , but I have one condition which is please has one of my good friend.

Maybe I will go to Penang again since my friend Eren will work at there at least three years.

Seeing one of my friends complain that HERE ( my college ) mostly the people are using Mandarin to communicate and make her English fall behind. She decided to go to Kuala Lumpur for her further studying. I wonder can I be like that ? Because I need to improve my Cantonese , Japanese and English communication skills. ( Maybe I can ) 

I just realized how small I was. Friendship maintain but what ? Friendship nowadays equal to friendshit. Fragile and breakable. I was wondering how much value , treasure and meaning to you guys. I was judging I was not good enough ? Was I show my bad behavior to you ?

Maybe some of them can't tell. They are busy with their own life , eternity. Including me.
A single text or a message I leave to you , you don't even spare a minutes to me. So , don't say I don't understand , because I too understand , until I fed up and exhausted.

No one told me those things and keep silently away from me. ( Maybe )

Busy was the fastest way to estrange me. Everyone would graduate from this year , congratulations to the people who passed the final paper.

I no longer have energy to waste my time. we are no longer vibes in the same frequency. YOU ARE OUT OF LINES.

The final exams result was released last week. I was so surprised because my financial management got a B. I thought I would fail because I actually didn’t know how to answer some of the question. I got an A in international business. Actually that day I was so annoying and anxiety because I had seen some filter was cute and I wanted it extremely. 

That day I didn’t even read the notes that I had organized until the night I realized that there was no more time left. I started to tell myself , “ You must do the revision now , tomorrow 8:30 am will have the final exam. ” So I was read through the notes and I found a very serious things which I couldn’t memorize one of the point.

I was like “ Shit shit shit , claim down first. Study in the early morning. ” I slept at 1000 pm and woke up at 5 am. I felt so sleepy and even could not concentrate well. I just understood what the theory had written down and two cups of coffee. Okay , the time became closer to final exam , I gave up on study and walked to school. Everyone in the study launch study so hard and tough while I was standing around , doing nothing and dreaming about what manga I would watch later.

Exam started. I flipped over the paper , my first reaction was “ wow ! super easy. ” and when I read until the last pages , “ I totally forget what I have read last night. ”

I started to imagine that if this happened , what was the advantages , positive impact , etc. I was using all of my imagination to write everything. Thanks to my bro , he made me study the English earlier. I hope I could get an A plus but get an A , I satisfied.

Other subjects result would be B. Thank God.

This month was my last month to study Japanese language. I actually loved Japanese so much , I hope I could able to communicate with the Japanese people , understanding what was the manga wrote. Honestly tell , every pages of the manga keep engaging someone who passed the JPLT N2 and please be the Japanese-Mandarin translator.

I was so inspired because I eagerly wanted to understand what was the manga wrote , what was my favorite celebrity had said namahouso. Gosh , I want to pass my N5 and N4.

Still , I will continue the Japanese study. I won’t let the money become a waste.

I also investigated and observed every pattern of the cloth which I just started how to sew and draw soon. I felt so productive again since I had found something meaningful things to do.

I realized the cloth sold at outside was getting expensive , a single pieces of the cloth could cost me RM 50 – 100. The pattern looked so simple and I told myself I would like to step out for my first step. Let see the result.

Spent 50 SGD on the king of avatar keychain which I had exchanged the rate of RM150. Goshhh , this probably my last time to entrust someone who helped my bought the keychain. I appreciated.

Okay , comic fiesta 2018 , information in advance , I will attend the event though I still haven’t confirmed where am I going to study and stay. Probably Eren will company me to Comic Fiesta. Thanks to Eren of her company in 2016. It was a wonderful and amazing memory to me since this is my first time and also her first time. 

I may not be able to go this year , but I hope next year you will be free from posting and mock test and company me in future , buying some beautiful merchandise of cardcaptor sakura , and walking around , having nice food , watching movies and chit chat.

Enjoy my night in Sibu , company my family watch movies : From New York 2

I always love bean sprouts fried with chilly.

I order this plate and it is the most expensive among these dishes lol.

Chilling out with family members before my elder sister is flying back to Kuala Lumpur.

Total : RM 116 lol. Only this four dishes.

Yum Yum , I always love lemongrass smell and tastes.

梅菜猪肉 always order early before arriving Chinese New Year , it tastes good and elastic , rich tastes soup and thick sauces.

Sweet Potato fried with seafood tohfu , vegetables , carrot , meatball and mushroom ! YumYum !!!

I love the soup so much because it is so thick of sweet potato juice.

Mix Vegetables.


Chilling out with my friend. Always go to Sushi King to have our lunch. Since East Malaysia doesn't have much of Japanese restaurant.

Sarikei Sureful , I always like to chill at here since full - speed of WI-FI , delicious beverages and desserts , multi choices of drinks and reasonable prices which are affordable.

Their coffee and matcha , 100 % YES. Their cold drinks like yogurt drink always my favourite.

Latte Mocha.

Dating with my friends after ending my final exams. She comes from Mukah , we seldom see each other , only when the chance comes , we finally meet again.

Laksa always my favourite meal in breakfast !

We chit chat and having the day , shopping for some necessary daily uses product.

I love LINE bear so much with the pair of bunny , LINE sticker always my love , I have changed my phone casing to LINE bear. Hope I can find another big bear to pair with me or the bunny can also lol.

I like KIMCHI cheese !

Ribena.

We had our lunch at sushi king too , but I accidentally deleted the photo. * sob *

My grandpa always an amazing people , when I  was young , he told me that : " Do everything with your hands , don't be lazy. "

Laksa again.

Kampua fried with beef. YESSS , YUMMMMM !!

Hung Nyan Big Head Prawn from SIBU , RM18 lol.

Prefer Big Prawns because the soup is sweet and not as sour as Hung Nyan tropika fish.

I am writing the reflection of 2017.

After this year , I hope I can change my bad manner and bad behaviour and have a good self-discipline. You are getting older , you should take care well your career and body.

Lastly , let me talk about somethings.

Next year , the hostel I rent only ME is staying there.
Living alone is kinda a space that private all the time. Maybe I will use the time wisely by further studying my sewing skills and Japanese Language. I stay away from negative friends which make me feel happier than before. Everyday I keep myself motivating so that I won't feel tired , daydream and doing nothing.


Finally update my blog before my traveling flight.




With Love ,

Judith Khoo