A Simple Deep Reflection 🍀 - September Update ❤

Okay , why I am here ? 

There is no other reason I can be here despite that I have found a lot of things to do. 😇😇😇

Congratulations , I have done most of my assignment and presentation and left the last one. 

Thanks for cooperation in doing the assignment. Thank You.

There is another one month to go before final exams. My friends will finish their diploma and stop further study their degree. I also one of the people who still losing at the mist.

I have found somethings to do , I don't want to live in a decadent mode.
I want to make life changes ! With adventure , curious and excited , facing everyday with positive and happy thoughts , good things will surround us ! 😃😃😃

I've done in watching the anime , movies and even novel. I feel like I have nothing to do at all.

My friends have their posting ( most of them are nurse , psychotherapy and accountant.) that's why they can't spare their time for me.

So I try to watch western movies / drama and international news. 😝😝😝

I've done in writing novel , every day I try to give 1 to 2 hours to write my novel. Everyday looks at the surrounding and it keeps me fresh mind every times. I don't like to rush my novel , but I like slow work yields fine result. I won't harsh myself since WRITING NOVEL is one of my hobby and interesting too.

I appreciate myself concentrates in novel. 😙😙

I still study my Japanese as well. Actually I like Japanese and Taiwan Chinese so much especially the author write their novel. Those phrases , words and sentences are so beautiful , elegant and delicacy.

I like to read light novel.

I have accumulated tons of light novel and I leave it to after graduation. It sounds insane , but I really hope that I can finish all them. I still have 100 and above of books still haven't teared off the skin.

Huh , mum definitely will scold me if I left a lot of books at home.  😗😖

From now on , I try to focus on workout , improve myself in every aspect of my life to a good and healthy lifestyle. To see another point of view of myself.

I think I will be more beautiful than I expected.

Currently my weight still remain the same but start from tomorrow I would like to make a little changes of my bad habit. No more a longer nap , no more late sleep , but a happy lifestyle. 😶

You have a objective to do it. WHICH IS :

Live for yourself ! LIVE FOR HEALTHY AND BEAUTY OF YOURSELF. YOU DESERVE IT !

Okay , I shout at button of my heart.

Nagging sounds like ' You won't achieve because you eat too much and don't control yourself. '

Okay , I will control you ( my mouth and body ) from now on !

Everyday I struggle at lot just make sure that I can live happily but seems like it doesn't work out anything.

Okay , don't be too harsh to myself. We are just human being only. 😰😰

I start to watch some entertainment programme from Taiwan , actually it is talking about how's the reality is happening nowadays , they teach us how to avoid , give us some tips , how to face , some sort like this. 😳😳

Recently everyone of my friends are fucking busy. I find them , but none of them reply my messages. It is okay , but this circumstances continue happens till 3 days after.
Sorry , I have to tell my feelings here or else I won't feel any comfortable. 😠😠😟

Because most of my friends they are busy and they have no time to spare for me. I feel like if I'm a things , I will be used when they are needed , and forlorn me when I have nothing benefit for them.

They keep saying that my English is good. Okay I have posted a blog post which talking about how I learn my language. You can refer back how I learn it.
I was trained by my brother back then. My bro noticed that in diploma , everything is using English to learn and teach. But for myself , maybe because of a long time and I have used to English. ( To be honest I only can read Chinese in novel and news , other than that like article which related to report and statistic , I never understand it.

Okay , next.
One of my friend promises tons of appointment but what the fuck she doesn't do any one of them.
I'm losing hope to them. YES.
The only way I can heal myself is keep telling myself not everyone is so free til they can keep accompany you everyday. THEY WON'T. 😒😒

That's why I start to watch and read other useful things instead doing nothing like a trash keep waiting them to reply my messages. I might seem childish but once I mature and grown up , I only be good to the person who love me and appreciate my work.

Recently I start to work out and jogging session , I feel so sore after a long time. I am so happy that I can find back myself. I sleep early in night and wake up in the early morning to do my workout session. Hopefully , ohhh not hope , it is a must to success my goals ! 👀👀

By the way , before I started my journey , my onee-chan actually came back from Johor and after two weeks he flied back and started his work at Singapore. Goshh I miss my bro so much !

Mum loves us so much ! Chew Kueh Tueh and Laksa always my breakfast once a week. 💕🌸🍀

Laksa Yum Yum ~ 😏😏😏

Order a plate of Mihun and Mee Goreng.

Make some simple snowskin mooncake , green tea always my favourite. 💚💚💚

Because my bro seldom flied back to Sarawak to eat his favourite Cantonese and Hakka dumplings and we decided to make another round for him since next year Chinese New Year he could not fly back due to the ticket price and no leave was provided.

Preparing the hakka dumplings ingredients. I will write a blogpost about how to wrap a simple dumpling.

Tada , we always make tons of dumplings since we love to eat.
Mum loves our siblings include me so much lol.

This is my first time drink MATCHA. When I want to do some matcha cakes or crepes , I search MATCHA price and I realise that MATCHA has different level different price. SO SAD.

If you want to buy a good level of MATCHA , 1KG around RM230 some sort like this.

By the way I give up since it is too expensive.

FINALLY !!!! Oh Goshhh !!!
Cardcaptor Sakura is back and they have the confession !!! PLEASE MARRIED !!! 😍😍😍

I would like to cosplay in future so I hope I can slim down successfully !!!
Who will be my Shaoran ? Don't know , let us wait and wait lol.

I want to make souffle pancake but the outcome is not my expected.
But my bro likes this so much , thank you ~~~

Tons of fruits and vegetables to eat ! Everyday I eat healthy , I feel so fresh and clean.

Sometimes I had a lot of papaya fruits to eat to enlarge my breast but nothing effect. 😐😐😐

Okay , I love to eat meat and this shop considers eating meat paradise. 😆😆😆

Curry Cheese Chicken Breast. Yummy , I love curry so much !!!

My choice is BBQ sauce Chicken Breast.
Okay what I actual feel is " nauseous " after eating whole plate.

Goodness , I able to drink one litter to quench my thirst.
Hahahaha , I prefer Japanese lunch. 

My friend orders the food. I seldom eat beef , lamb and ... I can't recall back sorry.


Here is some simple meal that my friend cooked it ti me.
I really appreciate your work , thank you ~ 😎😎😎

Lastly , I hope I can do till I expected. 😉😉😉
My age is getting older and older , I mean I can do somethings meaningful to my long life.

I am not the best one , but I want to improve myself , little by little.
Ask a few question on your own . " what could I have done better ? " and " How can I be better ? "
I think , it will helps you improve what the person you want to be.

Favourite anime character - Lord Grim.
From King's of Avatar. 😚😚😚


With Love ,

Judith Khoo

Party Night

Hello everyone ! 😉😉

Past few weeks Friday was our insane night. Our college organized a party night at KINGWOOD hotel there.

It was a fun and interesting night. To be honest , we didn't finish our last plate of fruits and dessert. Goshhh , only God knows how much I love the fruit ! 😅😅

I backed at Thursday but went at the next Friday early morning. The month had been intermittent rainy days. I was so sleepy. ( Honestly tell , I also lack of sleep recently due to my friend calls me at the night and that day I only able to sleep five hours. ) 😴😴

But I was not complaining about her but I glad that she bought me my favourite Jumin Cosplay Photobook by Hakken. She was my one of the favourite cosplayer from Malaysia. 😍😍

Jumin Han was one of my favourite character from games too which was Mystic Messenger. And now they had launched V and Searan route to play. I had updated to the latest one but I still lack of 40 hourglasses to play V route. ( Hope I am not getting bad ending. * sigh * )  

Back to the topic , the early morning was raining cats and dogs and I also felt sleepy. I slept at my friend's house until 9.00 am though , after that I woke up and I had nothing to do. YES , her computer could not plug in the harddisk cable and I didn't know why. 😯

No choice I had to find things to do instead decadent whole day. So I wrote my novel as well as played my favourite songs. 😥

I always like to savour every moment of the feel of the main character. They made me cry , happy , smile and even hurt and hatred. I felt like I had completely experienced the situation. ( But actually all are my imagination lol. ) By the way , I enjoyed a lot of fun while writing. 😃

My bitch nee-chan danced a Indian dance and now she looked prettier and thinner than before.

Wish you good luck at your DEGREE. 💚💚💚💋

Okay , that day I had written down until 10000 words for my novel. Words didn't bring any meaning , the content was much important. I just wanted to say I had worked really hard just want to implement this novel out. Throughout 10 of them , my favourite was this book. 😎😎

I always love gentleman and tender man. It doesn't mean they are not fierce , nice or whatever. A relationship needs time to establish. I still don't have any boy friend. But after I wrote this novel , I hope I can find some one who similar like my main character.

No everyone is perfect , that's why I write everything based on reality. 😗

Okay , I almost spent whole day to write it. Then , arrived 4.00 p.m.

Was the time to prepare everything since it started at 6.30 p.m.

While waiting my friends to arrive , we waited at the entrance. There were a lot of people make-up themselves beautifully with wearing high heels , cover with thick make up ,  squeeze their boobs become a long line , long dresses , sexy dresses. They were not attired in formal , but nerdy way.

Somehow I had nothing to show , I had no boobs , no beautiful face , no curvaceousness and beautiful dresses. All I did is wore a simple shirt with a formal long black dress. That's all. 😫😫

Black and White.

Our nerdy way :)

( Actually I don't want to go since I have left my ticket and wallet at home. It is troublesome back to hometown again and abroad the bus to here. It almost take one hour in one way. )

Thus , we had our beautiful selfie first before everything was started. 😜😜

My face looked a little bit big.

I always their camera man. I mean I am the one who keeping holding the Iphone and take the selfie.

Thanks for recognize me as a good photographer.

My face looked slim in these two photo lol.

Toilet big mirror selfie !!! 😇😇

This year the food was better than last two years ago. We finished everything and left nothing.

We had a sit and chat and selfie before the starting. 💙💙

Blue pattern of floor.

Leh Ching is inside the photo. You are not enough time to dodge from my iphone lol. 😏😏

The waitresses are helping people to full up their glasses with soda drink.

I prefer Chinese Tea , tea always my favourite ! 

The stage.

FOOD 😚😚

Okay , let us start to see what food we had eaten. ( Seeing those photo are making me drooling every where. GOSHHH Don't do this lol. )

This plate was one of my favourite dish throughout all of the dishes. 💦💦

The middle one actually was the octopus but I didn't know what sauce had been used inside to come out this dishes. But I love it so much.  

We always see this dish and I like to drink this soup.

Our famous professional waitress helped us to cut the food and put it on our plate lol.  😄😄

CURRY . OH MY GOD . 😙😙

100 % I finished it even the sauce. Don't say I don't have eaten this kind of food but just I really love curry so much.

This plate tastes was hot and spicy and sweet. * Give 500 likes *

I always love to eat curry in this cool day especially rainy season was coming and hot & cool changes rapidly in nowadays.

Gosh , your white cauliflower was so hard to chew , but I love to eat mushroom , tiny corn , black fungus and mince meat. ( GOSH always my favourite. )

Actually around this dish , there was a fashion show beside our tables but I had no interest at all so I didn't bother it. All I had to do was EAT and EAT. 😃😃

 I love this sour fish so much. To be honest , they ate very least for this maybe it didn't suit their taste.

But , I love to eat fish. 😉😉

( Seem like I like to eat tons of food ? YES , if the food is natural , 100 % I will eat if it is cooked. Apparently I have quit the artificial sugar from every area like the drinks , biscuits , cookies and etc. Because the truth is , if I eat , I will have toothache. *sigh* )

Last one before we were heading back to our hostel. PRAWN. 😆😆

Yes , my favourite seafood is prawn or shrimp follow by fish , octopus and crabs. Hehehe.

I finished all of the food but the last plate I didn't manage to take the photo since we were back.

I have sour duck soup to eat today. 😋😋

( This dish will stimulate our appetite and I can eat a lot of rices lol. )

Today I am so free since I have finished all of my test one. October will be a busy month again and I need to be serious about it. The Final Exam is coming so soon and follow by two months long holiday !!! 

Foreign country I'm coming. I didn't expect to come here since I don't even consider this country in my future travel plan. But my dad has broke the record and go. All I have to do is ENJOY myself and WRITE the novel.  😘😘

I have to clean the storage before the flight. GOSHH , 16 GB definitely not enough for use. * sobs *

Okay , is time to sleep. I have to fuel myself with good food and good nutrition and even a good mood. I am towards to way to get slim and fitness. ( Believe in yourself , Think Positively because it will bring happiness to yours. )

💛💝

Your Love ,

Judith Khoo