A Simple Deep Reflection 🍀 - September Update ❤

Okay , why I am here ? 

There is no other reason I can be here despite that I have found a lot of things to do. 😇😇😇

Congratulations , I have done most of my assignment and presentation and left the last one. 

Thanks for cooperation in doing the assignment. Thank You.

There is another one month to go before final exams. My friends will finish their diploma and stop further study their degree. I also one of the people who still losing at the mist.

I have found somethings to do , I don't want to live in a decadent mode.
I want to make life changes ! With adventure , curious and excited , facing everyday with positive and happy thoughts , good things will surround us ! 😃😃😃

I've done in watching the anime , movies and even novel. I feel like I have nothing to do at all.

My friends have their posting ( most of them are nurse , psychotherapy and accountant.) that's why they can't spare their time for me.

So I try to watch western movies / drama and international news. 😝😝😝

I've done in writing novel , every day I try to give 1 to 2 hours to write my novel. Everyday looks at the surrounding and it keeps me fresh mind every times. I don't like to rush my novel , but I like slow work yields fine result. I won't harsh myself since WRITING NOVEL is one of my hobby and interesting too.

I appreciate myself concentrates in novel. 😙😙

I still study my Japanese as well. Actually I like Japanese and Taiwan Chinese so much especially the author write their novel. Those phrases , words and sentences are so beautiful , elegant and delicacy.

I like to read light novel.

I have accumulated tons of light novel and I leave it to after graduation. It sounds insane , but I really hope that I can finish all them. I still have 100 and above of books still haven't teared off the skin.

Huh , mum definitely will scold me if I left a lot of books at home.  😗😖

From now on , I try to focus on workout , improve myself in every aspect of my life to a good and healthy lifestyle. To see another point of view of myself.

I think I will be more beautiful than I expected.

Currently my weight still remain the same but start from tomorrow I would like to make a little changes of my bad habit. No more a longer nap , no more late sleep , but a happy lifestyle. 😶

You have a objective to do it. WHICH IS :

Live for yourself ! LIVE FOR HEALTHY AND BEAUTY OF YOURSELF. YOU DESERVE IT !

Okay , I shout at button of my heart.

Nagging sounds like ' You won't achieve because you eat too much and don't control yourself. '

Okay , I will control you ( my mouth and body ) from now on !

Everyday I struggle at lot just make sure that I can live happily but seems like it doesn't work out anything.

Okay , don't be too harsh to myself. We are just human being only. 😰😰

I start to watch some entertainment programme from Taiwan , actually it is talking about how's the reality is happening nowadays , they teach us how to avoid , give us some tips , how to face , some sort like this. 😳😳

Recently everyone of my friends are fucking busy. I find them , but none of them reply my messages. It is okay , but this circumstances continue happens till 3 days after.
Sorry , I have to tell my feelings here or else I won't feel any comfortable. 😠😠😟

Because most of my friends they are busy and they have no time to spare for me. I feel like if I'm a things , I will be used when they are needed , and forlorn me when I have nothing benefit for them.

They keep saying that my English is good. Okay I have posted a blog post which talking about how I learn my language. You can refer back how I learn it.
I was trained by my brother back then. My bro noticed that in diploma , everything is using English to learn and teach. But for myself , maybe because of a long time and I have used to English. ( To be honest I only can read Chinese in novel and news , other than that like article which related to report and statistic , I never understand it.

Okay , next.
One of my friend promises tons of appointment but what the fuck she doesn't do any one of them.
I'm losing hope to them. YES.
The only way I can heal myself is keep telling myself not everyone is so free til they can keep accompany you everyday. THEY WON'T. 😒😒

That's why I start to watch and read other useful things instead doing nothing like a trash keep waiting them to reply my messages. I might seem childish but once I mature and grown up , I only be good to the person who love me and appreciate my work.

Recently I start to work out and jogging session , I feel so sore after a long time. I am so happy that I can find back myself. I sleep early in night and wake up in the early morning to do my workout session. Hopefully , ohhh not hope , it is a must to success my goals ! 👀👀

By the way , before I started my journey , my onee-chan actually came back from Johor and after two weeks he flied back and started his work at Singapore. Goshh I miss my bro so much !

Mum loves us so much ! Chew Kueh Tueh and Laksa always my breakfast once a week. 💕🌸🍀

Laksa Yum Yum ~ 😏😏😏

Order a plate of Mihun and Mee Goreng.

Make some simple snowskin mooncake , green tea always my favourite. 💚💚💚

Because my bro seldom flied back to Sarawak to eat his favourite Cantonese and Hakka dumplings and we decided to make another round for him since next year Chinese New Year he could not fly back due to the ticket price and no leave was provided.

Preparing the hakka dumplings ingredients. I will write a blogpost about how to wrap a simple dumpling.

Tada , we always make tons of dumplings since we love to eat.
Mum loves our siblings include me so much lol.

This is my first time drink MATCHA. When I want to do some matcha cakes or crepes , I search MATCHA price and I realise that MATCHA has different level different price. SO SAD.

If you want to buy a good level of MATCHA , 1KG around RM230 some sort like this.

By the way I give up since it is too expensive.

FINALLY !!!! Oh Goshhh !!!
Cardcaptor Sakura is back and they have the confession !!! PLEASE MARRIED !!! 😍😍😍

I would like to cosplay in future so I hope I can slim down successfully !!!
Who will be my Shaoran ? Don't know , let us wait and wait lol.

I want to make souffle pancake but the outcome is not my expected.
But my bro likes this so much , thank you ~~~

Tons of fruits and vegetables to eat ! Everyday I eat healthy , I feel so fresh and clean.

Sometimes I had a lot of papaya fruits to eat to enlarge my breast but nothing effect. 😐😐😐

Okay , I love to eat meat and this shop considers eating meat paradise. 😆😆😆

Curry Cheese Chicken Breast. Yummy , I love curry so much !!!

My choice is BBQ sauce Chicken Breast.
Okay what I actual feel is " nauseous " after eating whole plate.

Goodness , I able to drink one litter to quench my thirst.
Hahahaha , I prefer Japanese lunch. 

My friend orders the food. I seldom eat beef , lamb and ... I can't recall back sorry.


Here is some simple meal that my friend cooked it ti me.
I really appreciate your work , thank you ~ 😎😎😎

Lastly , I hope I can do till I expected. 😉😉😉
My age is getting older and older , I mean I can do somethings meaningful to my long life.

I am not the best one , but I want to improve myself , little by little.
Ask a few question on your own . " what could I have done better ? " and " How can I be better ? "
I think , it will helps you improve what the person you want to be.

Favourite anime character - Lord Grim.
From King's of Avatar. 😚😚😚


With Love ,

Judith Khoo