Bye 2015 , Welcome 2016

Sorry for being late to update blog , but finally I'm here.
" Guess what ? " These few days I have a short travel before starting college life.
Is time to tell myself " Back to the reality lmao "

Hello My Lovelies.

How you guys ? Happy New Year !!!

Hope this year also a wonderful year to all of you.

2016 , STARTS.

Since this day is the last day of the year , let me take a selfie ! (*´艸`*)





No reason to smile , just smile from heart to make your day more positively !


As the promise I will write this post. ( For a self-reflection ? )

And , this is a long blog post about me. Seeing how I grow up in this suckkks year lol.

Here's Pavilion Kuala Lumpur , I love the blue decoration.
Their decoration never surprised me over year and year.





Berjaya Times Square.

Once again , Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

I can't believe I'm getting older and starting notice some changes in my body.
I get fatigued more often , things are starting to ache and bother me.
I'm starting to grow up and control my emotions better.
I'm starting to learn about my place in this world.
I become more of a listener than a talker.
I am becoming more doer than a idealist.





2016 will be the year I get to adjust my lifestyle to these things and I look forward to it.

This year have been happened a lot of things , but I'm glad that too I able to overcome all of the things especially the study on the college and the my nasty bad emotion lol. ( I'm a very negative person tho )

Yes , today I will summary up all my failure and what I have archived. And dig out what photo I have lol.

Looking back , this year I've quite lot of bitter sweet memory ? Yes , I'm sad about my final result. Cheer me up please.

Again : This blog post may super wordy and a lot of photo ? hmmm.........

This year the song accompany with my blog is one of my favourite song in this year too. Use the desktop computer or laptop to view my blog if you want to listen what are the song I have inserted.

Why I choose this song ? Because it is soft , journey haven't ended , sweet and relaxing.

To be honest , I can't live without beautiful voice or song anymore. They are like just too beautiful and I can't imagine how they can sing in very soft voice or very ( like mentally collapsed something like this ) . But yea , I prefer more soft song rather than mental song lol.

Look back the blog post of 2015 new year resolution , I think I only achieved a few only. For sure , I will work hard on it on the next year !

Meanwhile , let us look what I have achieved throughout the year.

1 ) This year I started learning a new language , there is Japanese. ლ(╹◡╹ლ)

How I start to learn hiragana and katagana.
I memorized all , so far I still remember because everyday I read my favourite song lyrics and fav artist status.

This is hard to say it's easy or difficult. Anyway , if you want to learn , you must have perseverance. Or else you will difficult to continue study and you will give up easily on the half way.

During this period , because it is my self - learning , I get help from the friends who knows well Japanese too. After asking them a few questions , they are all self - learning too.

I'm very grateful that they have taught me how to learn after finished learning the hiragana and katakana or else I will mess up because I don't know how to continue.

They said it's better to enroll a Japanese lesson , it will help in a long term. Hmmmm............
I will enroll it when I study in KL ?

Now I only know a few phrases that help to combine the sentences , knowing how introduce myself and asking simple question and know what they write sometime.

If want me to say a complete sentences , I need to learn more words vocab and grammar to put them together.
Arghh my grammar / verbs also very poor.

I'm still in learning vocab , verbs and grammar progress.

But if for listening , it doesn't matter. I still can know what they say. Listening and Speaking are easier than Writing and Reading tho.

Kanji is quite difficult to manage but if have firagana it's possible for me to pronounce it but if only kanji I still can't manage it. Hahahahahaha...

My friend is waiting me to chat with her. Improve MY SUCKSSS SKILL.

2 ) Study in a new place.

Yes.... Actually I don't have thing to say about my college. Just FUCKING Shit BADDD ASSSSS. YESSS..

I mean , I have a target to study ? YES , I take a course and study. This is what I actually want to say.

I meet nice people too , who very great in study. They help me when I have the problem in study. Thank you.

But too ,

I have a lot of bad comment about here , everything. Don't ask me for the reason , really a lot of bad comment especially the suck teacher. How can I after I compliant and no action for this teacher ? We paid to be here right ?

The fridge on the hostel , the space of a room , the attitude of some teacher and service staff in restaurant and ......... lots. I wonder why I'm here for shit ?

LAME , FUCKING SHITTTTT.........

I fail one of the important subjects too. I really don't understand what the teacher is teaching about. ASK HIM LIKE ASKING SHIT.

After complain , she said " Ohhh maybe you don't know the account , next semester maybe will easily understand. "

What the FUCK ? 

I HOPE NEXT YEAR HE WON'T BE LIKE THAT. Or else you will pay for what you did to student. 先生

3 ) Fall in love with the beautiful voice.

I'm sure that I am a voice-aholic now. YESSSSSSSSS. I love music now.

But I don't know how to make music lol. But I would love to join the music if I know well.

Now I have eight to ten of favourite artist. Every day I will loop their song more than three times.

Thing also happened shortly before within three months ago.

I followed my favorite artist in Twitter and Instagram. They are just too amazing and awesome.

I wonder how they can scream so hard like mentally collapsed , a smooth and soft voice , sing in a high pitch , or even a very low sound.

I know I can't sing but I told myself , just sing in Karaoke. It is enough for me to sound out my voice lol.

Yes it's enough dude.

PS :

I meet my favourite boy because I inadvertently encountered a pages , which my favourite artist post a song on facebooks pages. After I click inside the song , then I thrown into the music world and never get out lol.

I always listen the soft song when I'm sad and lowest point ; listen hot & mentally collapsed songs when I'm high point.

I'm not usually listen mentally collapsed songs when I'm sad , my mentally will collapsed after that tho. YES IT'S.

Sing one of my favourite English Song during Karaoke.





2015 December gathering with friend.

I put this gentle song because it's mean that 2015's journey is ended but 2016 will continue our journey.

Our life is a journey , never end.

4 ) Achieved the first target. Weight loss 25 kg.

Next year I must weight loss until 70 - 75 kg. Have a beautiful body line and muscle. With the book guide and online search. It helps me a lot ! I will keep this determination in a long run. NEVER GIVE UP !

This year , I started to make myself more healthier.

I avoid eating fast food , like fried chicken , anything fried , oily and high calories.

I stopped drinking carbonated or sweet drinks but I drink hundred plus.

I reduced my carbohydrate intake , eat whole oat , brown rice , etc.

Eat low carb and low IG food , also will help you to lower down your blood sugar too.

But it's doesn't mean that they don't have high calories.

I started to have a plan like DIET MEAL PLAN. Eat clean , eat nature food and stop the bad habit.

It's make me turn a new leaf. I won't get sick easily. YES.
My body fat DROPPED , yes.

I try my best to do everything , I drinks a lot of water , green tea and soys bean ( for protein use )

Need to gain the muscle man !

You don't have to eat less, you just have to eat right.

This quote is very useful , no need to eat less until hungry.

EAT RIGHT is more important to help you repair muscle , provide enough energy and vitamin to your body.

2016 , YES ; the next year.

I will fight for my second target. If succeed , ( must succeed it ! ) I will write about a blog post about myself. A true story. I not shame to share my story.

But I know some people love to talk the bad things at the back of us. If you love to mock at me , then you mock. The bad experience always help me to get stronger. I won't give up in this suckssss things , shame my pride though.

I live for myself , and not live for other people. I'm myself. Not other people. The REAL ME.

I'm still far from my ideal body but I'll continue working hard.

Problems now :

My weight still remain the same. How to loss weight ? 96 KG still consider very heavy.

Arghhhhhhhhhhh , but my body fat has dropped ! What can I do with the my body weight ?

I won't push myself so hard , otherwise I will collapsed and depressed.

NOOOOOOO , I don't want that dude.

Other lovely things I would like to share :

I able to try out MATCHA favor of the meiji chocolate that original from Japan ! They're so sweet !

It melts in my mouth so fast and my heart is going to melt too !

My FAVOURITE !





I think I have to plan to Japan with my bestie in the future.
Maybe after 6 or 10 years ? Still have a long journey ,
The spots must visit are Comiket , Akihabara , Osaka , Tokyo , and all of them. Visit them in four season.
Then my friend say " Stay there for one year. Sure you can play all Japan. "
I tease back " How about the money ? "
You can see that the money is very important nowadays.
Need to work hard in the future so that we can save the money to travel oversea.

Being able to go out and experience a lot of new things , with my beloved family !








I always love to snap the photo from aircraft scenes. It makes me happy because it is too beautiful.
I love BLUE. Pure BLUE from the sky.





Thanks Majiko - senpai and FLOW come to Malaysia.
Their beautiful song always make my day !

Thank you my onii-chan , he has downloaded 38 sets anime to me. Thank you.
As he say before , he will download any anime that I want to watch , so I give him two months to download around 10 sets anime.

And next year winter season list has came out. Told my brother which anime is going to be downloaded. I want to watch !!!

D GRAY MAN is going to out in next year. Arghhhh , next year comic fiesta will full of D gray man cosplay tho.

The winter season anime list 2016 is so luxury. Most of my favourite genre will launch on winter season anime list !

I can't help myself.. SCREAMS !

I'm going to watch twelve or thirteen anime in this coming winter season anime list !

Actually this year I only finished 10 - 15 anime in this year if I'm no mistaken. Planing impending anime and manga marathon next holiday.

Yess.. and I have a lot of manga ( around hundred books ) to read tho and light novel that exist in my bookshelf. Most of my book still haven't been tear out lol. SHAMELESS ME////////////

This year I seldom read romantic novel.

( As it for a short term love imagine lol , it's not real and I don't have much time too )

I didn't read for any books in this year too but I have the books. ( fail )

I prefer more light novel and manga. I haven't finished one series of oversea novel in English version too. One series contain three novel and the word meaning is very difficult to understand if you're poor in ENG. Need to read more dictionary to increase my vocab lol.

Eat a lot of delicious food this year and











Try this Japanese curry cooking guys.






Happy Marriage to one of my cousin.

Marriage is still far from me dude. 

Still have a long journey to do my favourite things before get in marriage life lol.

Failure :

I haven't wrote my travel blogpost , because I really lack of word and don't know how to elaborate. So , I will use CHINESE to write my travel blog post ?

Hmmm. A friend told me before. She said although we don't have a good writing but we have the right to write the worst essay in the world.

Maybe the most real feeling is enough for me to write rather than more exaggerated words.

Some like specific terms in diet meal plan is quite difficult to write it out in English , because most of the time I view Chinese more than English.

Of course , no one blame me , I just blame myself arghhhhh why my language is so poor.

I always classify my language ,

For Chinese , I read light novel ,

For English , I read article , short story / novel like Mr.midnight , blog post.

For Japanese , I watch JP drama , anime , manga ? ( some only ) and read my boys daily status on twitter.

For Cantonese , I watch HK drama.

For Bahasa Melayu , I talk with other people.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha............................

Do you guys really looking forward for my travel blogspot ?

Leave a comment and let me know lol.

What happened to me during the bad time.

I think it's important to rest when I feel like my mind being stopped functioning or collapsed lol.

Need to think positively and happy so that you won't give yourself so much stress.

Keep the target simple , don't think too much. THEY ARE USELESS THINGS !

Because you are yourself , rather than live inside the other people's eyes.

Why you let other people judge on you ?

Being thinking too much of useless thing in my mind and didn't work for anything.

So , I told myself :

Not need to confuse anymore , action on the right way , work it out and the body will respond to you.

KEEP CALM AND WORKOUT !

I've upgraded my work out menu and meal menu.

JUST DO IT and DON'T CARE TOO MUCH.

WHO I AM AND WHAT I DO , I DO FOR MYSELF and THOSE I LOVE AND CARE FOR.

Work for yourself and not work for other people.

Still have to work hard on my body because the current workout won't be fixed immediately in few months time. It will be a life long journey.

After I have opened my mind and step forward ,

I am happier and more positive now than ever

I will come back being more passionate and energized.

I feel more energy and good after sweating.

I feel better and won't easily get sleep.

Can't wait to see the result on next year !

BE OPTIMISTIC , GIRL.

So this year I haven't started is , SEWING costumes and START my COSPLAY JOURNEY.

As I have said before , I haven't achieved until 70 kg so I won't start cosplay. But during these long time , I learn how to make-up myself , drawing simple cloth pattern , sewing some simple costume and design the character for my future cosplan.

I haven't prepared myself very well , so I won't get in cosplay community so fast.

Of course , I get in because of LOVE.


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Thank God I've a chance that can celebrate with my lovely friend before end of 2015. 

Around half of year or more than that we did not meet for a long time.

Arghhhh , miss them smile and fun during the school life. 

Since next day is re-opening college life. I need to work hard on this memory blog post !

Actually that day I need to go to other places for grocery shop ,

but my friends all say " I'm sure I will come to here later on for the steamboat gathering ! "

So I'm wait at home , then they tell me they are just going out from the house to buy the ingredient only.

I'm like " Ohhhh , I know I need to wait for more an hour."

I clean up my living room and kitchen so that they can do anything.

Eren and Chee Eing come to my house early in the afternoon.

During this one hour , I play my favourite team song and mentally collapsed song to Eren since she wants to listen a few month ago.

She is like " Oh Man , what's the worst things happened to this guys ? "

He has been said out when he studied in secondary school he was stalked by other people.

OMG , so scare if it's happened to me.

This artist is one of my favourite song since the first time I heard his voice during a facebook pages.

Now I have a lot of favourite artist since I thrown myself into a music world lol.

I know I can't play any instruments. #sosad

Meanwhile let's talk about that day.

We eat steamboat that day to celebrate best friend forever gathering tho.

Or Happy New Year gather ? Because after one day I will travel for a few days before starting college life.

I'm surprised they buy soft drink such as Pepsi and Cola.

My house only available hundred plus. Tho they don't want to drink that kind of soft drink.

A lot of sausage , crab meat , fish ball , mushroom , cabbage , noodles and fried chicken.

Chris Yong helps us to fried chicken while Jing Yeng helps to unpack the packet of the ingredient.

Me , walking around and helps to fill the water of the steamboat , Chee Eing and Eren help to clean the utensil and plate.

After one hour , we all finished doing things and we snap for steamboat photo !

Arghhh , snap the beautiful photo before we eat.

Happy !

How it's look like.

Five stars !

Actually I get out this point it means that we are like 5 stars link always together. #BFF

Selfie . . .

Chee Eing say I'm darker than before.

" I can't believe it ! I can't accept what you said " Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . . .

SCREAMS in heart.

The Last.

Chris Yong say " YAMMMSENGGGGG "

Then Jing Yeng tease back " Are we wedding now ? " Lol

I'm think like " Thank God let us meet at here and gather together. "

Happy. Really Happy.
Pepsi , Pepsi , Pepsi , Cola , Cola lol.

We finished the food in round one and round two , and here is the round three.

But we didn't manage to finish round three all as we are all FULL. FULL !

They leave the rest of the food ( round three ) to my parent.

Actually we have saw a zombie movie before they go home. The scene for me is too suckkksss and lame.

Make me feel like I know this is fake. Not look so real. I dislike this kind of movie tho.

After that they went home. 2016 we need to gather together.

Arghhhh thank GOD I able to try out a lot of friend sit around a table and eat together.

How happiness I am.

Especially friend. I think that friend is more important than classmate.

This is my first time eat steamboat with my friends.

I seldom gather with classmate. Our relationship still not strong enough , might break out with a small mistake. 

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Again , I want to make one thing absolutely clear.

I'm won't share anything of two-zones lovely things ( ACGN world ) to third-zones ( real world )

I'm an emotional psycho girl a lot of time who scream about things I feel passionate and enthusiasm about.

Everything I say and everything I do is 100% of me.

I don't usually hide my feelings about things I love , like ,dislike or frankly don't care about. If I like you , I like you ; If I don't like I don't like you , I won't pretend to like you and talk to you to a certain goal.

I don't hate with everyone , it waste my time. I don't like you , I won't talk to you too much.

If you never even bothered to get to know me , then what comes out of your mouth about me weather it's true or not , doesn't concern me.

AND.

Overall , I wanna say SORRY to the guys whom I always hurts. Yes , I know I being selfish and stubborn but I will change myself into a girl who love to smile and sharing tho. I'm also very happy meeting people who supported me all the way back.

I think I will not write any resolution for this year.
All I want for i 2016 is that I have courage to explore more and experience different things life.
I want to be happy and smile always.
I want to be a better version of myself Judith !
I wish the same for all of you too.


This year my motto is
" Fight for the target and grab the chances ! "

How about yours ?

Thank you for everything guys. Thank you very much !!!

ありがとうみんな。

私のブログを読んでいただきありがとうございます。

わたしわね、嬉しいです。いっしょにがんばろうぜ。

わたしのにほんごまだまだ苦手。最後に、私はにほんために努力します。

I will do my best in the next year.
I will have fun to make up for the next vacation , end this year happily and
start next year in a positive attitude as well.

I'm looking forward towards what next year in store for me.

This year I'm really a blessed girl. 

Hope that next year I will improve even more. 

I really appreciate all the things I have.

Thank you.

May you guys have a happy healthy new year of 2016.

With Love,

Judith Khoo