Hello everyone ! Sorry being not update my blog a long time. I'm in the middle of holiday that's why hahaha. But now I'm back .
Somethings that I really learn from The King's Avatar ( recently new Chinese anime Quan Zhi Gao Shou ) . It only out around one week and my friend told me that must watch this anime. I've been inspired by YeXiu . He is a game player of Glory and he already play ten years and he will not stop in future even he is getting old.
He has been fired by the boss due to he does not has much more value to help the company makes money. He has no choice he needs to move out , an Internet cafe at the opposite of company , he registered as a staff there and start from scratch. He already 25 year old and he is a overage in this game which means that he has to retire but he doesn't , he don't mind , it doesn't matter.
Start everything new, this is the part that makes me so touching. Finally ... We will getting older and older and we might not be brimming with youthful vigour . It makes me want to make a change of myself in this 20s comes forward.
I want to see if I get slim how the outward appearance will be look like. I might be not tired as before, might happier or whatever. If I learn Japanese languages how I can deal with my favourite singer and artist or even cosplayer.
If I learn how to sewing I might be do my very first cosplay clothes and wear it in comic fiesta and do my very first photo shoot with photographers. If I slim down I can cosplay my favourite cosplay and learn makeup and makes it perfect.
If I slim down , I might be more healthier and fitter than before. I might be wear a lot of beautiful cloth and not annoyed by the size. I might getting more energy and positive!
A lot of if , if only you make it happen.
Judith Khoo
You must be a person you can proud of. Believe in yourself .
Ironically , I have abandoned my humanity to relax and enjoy myself in this whole three weeks.
During the final exam before one week start , I spend my whole afternoon in college library and watch anime & novel. Actually I've been attracted by anime named : Guo Ming Lao Gong Dai Hui Jia ( Chinese Animation from China ) It has been transformed from romantic fiction and here is the part that attract my attention. Seldom can find the anime which talking about the romantic story line that usually we read romantic fiction nowadays. I think this anime is the first one though.
I read it and the story line is the actor much more pity than the actress. A man lives in poverty and without anyone helps , he does some temporary work to earn an meagre income. The faster way to earn a huge income is entering performing art circles. He earns income but .... Here's the story line start. If you don't like to read novel , then leave out and watch anime. But I am the type that can't wait too much because waiting an episode to release makes me feel forlorn.
Finally I finished the novel and maybe in future after the anime fully release , I will spend a day to finish it hahaha.
This new semester I take a new language lesson for myself to enrich myself. Actually the primary reason is I don't want translation from other people , I hope I read Japanese and I can know what he say. But now , some sort like " next time if I facing Japanese problem , you must take a look of it . " lol. I try my best yeah.
Then my another friend tell me : " Japan Trip if something we don't understand or even we're facing in booking or buying problem , you must help me to solve it . " lol , if I only there hahaha.
Everyday I need to learn five languages. Chinese , I still continue learning , I write my own novel too, I hope I can launch my own books if only it happens.
In King's of Avatar ( Quan Zhi Gao Shou ) , Yexiu san has said a statement that I totally agreed with. I don't think I am the one who agree only. All of the ACGN lover will agree with this. : " I have played Glory 10 years , extend another 10 years I also won't feel fed up. " If changes to my word. " I don't play Glory so I don't know how it hot blooded , but I have been loved anime since six year old , I won't be fed up even extend another 10 years to old. Because of LOVE. "
Love makes a lot of things change. As I say on above. If I successfully slim down , I cosplay my favourite character , how I feel ? AMAZING right ? I also feel happier and healthier and even positive. Who don't want to see a transform of myself. I want to cosplay , even my skin looks darker but with advance technology I can photoshop my skin into fair right.
I have registered for myself of sewing course. I don’t have money to buy the cosplay cloth despite that it really convenient. But I want to put my love into my favourite cosplay too. I also want to see how far I can go. I’m really glad that I took the plunge to work hard in the interest as a part of my life hobby.
This year I have tried to learn how to socialize with people more despite me being introverted. It also helps that I am surrounded by lots of same interest people that willing to strike up conversation with you. Being makes friends with them is the happiest things in the world.
My brother told me that I have to change my negative mindset , fill with positive thoughts. Will I be able to find a job that earn enough income for myself ? Should I start my own business after I finish my degree paper ? I still don’t know what I’m going to do after these obstruct. There are a lot of future problems and questions which I have yet to find the answer.
I make a promise to myself so that in future I won't regret what I have done in past. One things will be clear in my mind. No matter where I end up in the future , this will be my most precious treasure because for the sake of love.
With no hesitation , Judith you must move forward , love yourself from the bottom from your heart , no more mid night oil lol , sleep enough hours , take good care of the skin , be fitter not fatty or slack.
Trust yourself , tell yourself you can do it. Be the queen like Ye xiu ( King ) .
If you lost the target , think about Yexiu , definitely his word will bring you into the right path.
This time you must prove yourself , because youth isn’t youth anymore.
Follow the feelings of love and gratitude and happiness. You will find an outstanding answer.
