Recap 2018

2018 just ended just like that ?

But first let's say goodbye to 2018 and hello 2019. It's school / college reopen now , still unprepared luggage / daily supplies / etc.

Once again , Merry Christmas to everyone !!

Hello guys ! I must be the late one who update 2018. 2018 was a wonderful year for me. I had graduated from diploma and proceed to degree. It took another two years to graduate , still a very long journey but with a glimpse of eyes , I believed that I had become a staff member of what company at somewhere else lol.

September 2018 - Graduated from Diploma. 

Let's talk about my study. Degree might be difficult as hearsay.
So this year 2019 , I will attend degree orientation. Maybe it will be a not adventurous journey in the next two years , but I hope that I can finish it since I have no friends who can have a deep communication. Audrey CK is going to graduate soon so she has to start her work at Singapore , then it will not has much time for me.

Next semester I will take five subjects , I don't want to greedy because if you fail one subject you have to pay another extra RM 1500 to retake it. Why not we study well and pass it ?

December 2018 - Attended Comic Fiesta 2018

This year I was so happy that I could able to attend Comic Fiesta 2018 ( will update at another post soon ) with my friend. I met a lot of cutie friends , amazing cosplayer , lovely artists , etc. Most important things was what I had learned from the journey. These feeling wouldn't come out at CF post since it was my personal feeling.

Night view from aircraft always amazing.

This was my first time solo went to KL , maybe before I had went many times to KL it didn't mean that I already fully knew how to go to KL by MRT / LRT. Still a bit scare when stepped in LRT , listened to the announcement and not dared to play phone all the way.

FUJIAN noodles.

Must eat SATAY.

Fried KUETIAO.

Meet my sister at the first day.

After a few times then OK. What it taught me was , be brave when you stayed at a new places , when you didn't understand or didn't know how to go , just ask. Ask someone / staff in the train station , they will kindly help you. Also when traveled in KL , make sure that you had a card of " touch and go " or else it might be expensive when you went to somewhere.

My brother told me that when you travel , we spend quality time while we travel. Most of the time we spent in apartment because my travel partner didn't want to go anywhere , just want to stick inside the bed and played the games. I had no choices , so I gave my " Monday " to my brother. He brought me to Pavilion KL , Pasar Seni , ate great food ( another food post lol ) , enjoyed luxurious time in beverage shop , etc.

Famous Soy Milk at CHI CHEONG KAI street.

Enjoy at Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf. ( Kaki mau patah liao )

Okay that's all about my journey. Short but I got reflective value. Because money is difficult to earn and I waste it like sh*t.


Realization

I realise that I have did stupid things at pass few months. We live in reality , we make choices and we can't avoid someone's choice will hurt us. Not going to complain as this is a new year , I try to forgive it.

My friend relationship in 2018 , I think is the worst one compare to pass few years. What they choice is hurting me but think about it from another side , maybe the choices they make is important to them and they not going to care about how we feel. But you have to know , they might be your passing visitor in your life then you will meet another new friends. This is how life works.

We are getting older , our young still going , time still flying , they won't stop for a while for us. We should make quality time for ourselves instead using them sleep eat and doing nothing. Go to work hard at the age you need to fight.

" Why make yourself feel so miserable and mentally exhausted all for the sake of trying to make everyone happy ? No one gives a dam about your happiness except yourself. " 

Only yourself can choose how to live , no one can judge it for you. You are the master of your life.

" Don't give out more than what you can afford , whether it is your emotional support , money , experience or it can be anything. "

Stop when you can't afford because the consequence you may not handle. Since the life is full of stress / burden or whatever.  Focus on more what makes you happy , give you a great feeling and stay positive as well.

Second realization will be my Japanese Language which I haven't touched them for two months since my holiday starts. I hope that I will be able to write a good essay and follow up the lesson.

Not going to spend time only in games but also others. I have neglected much of important things especially I have loved so much about my hobbies. Hope I can get back the pathway soon.

Have a steamboat at Christmas Day. It is soy-milk based. Give a thumb up !!

Blog

I have to thank God for giving me a chance to start my blog. The reason I write blog because I want to share my experiences , my lifestyle , my positive works and achievement. It' wasn't an easy since you need times , gadgets , materials , know how to describe every feeling and details of the work. I still far from others , I'm trying my best to upgrade my English Level.

I keep blog as lovely diary. We are blogger , I hope nothing can obstruct our pathway. Keep writing , keep blogging despite we are busy , find the theme you would like to share to your reader.

I have many save draft haven't posted out because I lack of sentence and description. I'm not grow from English - Educated family so I'm already left one step behind of others. I try to read more English books , watch more English subtitles and speak more English as well.

I hope within these two years , I can write more about local famous food , famous places about Malaysia , not only travel posts about other countries. I love Malaysia so much especially our different races of food , traditional , etc. 

Last time when I meet my friends , because we are introverted , it doesn't mean that we don't like to travel , gathering with others. We do ! We spend quality times with known friends. I plan to go Taiwan and Japan with local friends. For the sake of my love , I will go and I would like to share my every experiences , share as teens side lol.

Honestly I really love blogging , so my blog theme will be " Food , Lifestyle , Product Review & Travel. "

A mini BBQ skewer car stopped at Wangsa Maju street there. It makes me recall back when we watch Korean drama , most of the couple will stop by at night and eat at there lol.


Resolutions

I am not going to make any new resolutions this year , because what I make last year I still haven't achieve any one of them. ( Really ??? ) Looking back what I have written last year , I gonna faint , how can I write those resolution lol.
When I receive the message from Danny Choo at LINE. He says " Some of you maybe making some new year resolutions but I recommend against it. It is just an excuse to put something off. "

IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING DO IT NOW. 

I have set many many resolution last year and see what I have done in 2018 ? Definitely I have done nothing. I remember back that I have set a goal which lose weight around 10 KG a years , then when I step on the scale , still the same as last year. This year I must ! MUST ! give myself a result.

I had no role models whom I could look up to but I guess it's wrong. I am myself of role models.

Not " New Year New Resolution New Me " but " Be A Better Version Of Myself. "

" I still far from where I want to be , but I'm learning how to love the path I'm on. It has never been easy nor do I expect it to be. So many things that I'm still unsure of , still so lost and afraid, but I believe that I'm exactly where I need to be. "

Let's make 2019 beautiful. Happy New Year everyone !

( Don't know why the photo is a bit not clear , next time I will note it ????  )

With Love ,

Judith Khoo

October & November 2018

Hello guys ! Sorry being for not update two months ! Gosh it's hectic about my assignment and exams during my last two months. November is going to end soon , I have to write something about my recent so that I can clear the dust of my blog as an excuse lol.

It happens a lot of things , I always want to write the camp that I participate last two months ago which talking about sex education. It is fun , happy and I have laughed until sore throat lol. I have met a lot of new friends , try my best to use English to communicate as there are a lot of friends which don't speak Mandarin.

I will try my best recall back , I learn new information , it is really funny when all of us talking how to use condom , the teacher demonstrates how to use it and we laugh so hard because they also call us to re - demonstrates to the teacher.

We do everything by ourselves. I love what chief popo's cooking , her chicken curry is the best one , thick coconut soup and curry paste. YES , can't wait to eat another plate of rice. The second dishes will her grill fishes. Every bites is crisp , fragrant and fresh.

Throughout two days one night , I have upgraded my information about how to protect ourselves from strangers , other siblings , teachers and whoever will make you in danger. Be alert of every relationships , self protection and self awareness are important despite it is your very close friends or siblings.

Recently I try my best to manage well my Japanese so that next year I won't rush everything. Congrats to myself , I get A- in my very first subject in Degree.

I always love laksa but I have to eat less. Recently I'm in the progress of slimming down. I just cut down 3 KG , still moving on , still regularly doing exercise.

Actually I have nothing to post because my life is bored. Every day either eat nor sleep. 

I only can share the food picture to every reader here. I love mee pok so much ( it's a type of mee and it's flat ) 

When I don't go back after Japanese class , I will stay in Sibu and have my favourite tomyam seafood mihun.

This is 猪脚面 , my gosh a plate RM 6 , before that it's only RM 5. ME : ????

I actually love to cook delicious food but the condition is , someone must accompany me by my side , I easily feel bored.

Always love potato fried with meat and black fungus. The dressing is so nice if add some soy sauce or black pepper to become more appetizer.

I always like to eat everything relate to dumpling , xiumai or whatever.

When i am sick , we will order light meal.

Arrive October

My mom cooks sweet sour duck for me * cry *. It is super appetizer because of sour.

Yeahhh ! My friend comes back from Singapore , but I only can see her after another half year.

We usually dine in in Japanese Restaurant. I always love Japanese food , to satisfy me , please feed me with food. Food always love ehehe.

We try out the latest dishes which is scallop . taste juicy and fresh.

Extra : This is my first time try out sashimi , dressing with wasabi & soy sauce. Perfect match and I don't eat the fish smell. It's sweet and delicious. Recommend don't eat to much because it haven't been sterilized.

Happy Birthday to my friend too , not only me , October also her birthday month.

The flavour is mango , white chocolate & walnut. Walnut neutralize the taste of sweetness.

I think her favourite dishes at here is the tomyam prawn noodle which a dish costs RM40 ???

I can't recall back how much is it , but who cares ? As long as it tastes delicious , rich and great right ?

Tada , chocolate flavour ! Never fed up chocolate because it is my favourite.

Last but not least.

It is my birthday month , despite it happens a lot of unhappy situation , I still happy that I can overcome it. 

So re - say :

Happy Birthday to myself.

Despite what I have expected don't come into reality , but I still believe that God will arrange for me.

Still I hope myself can continue to lose weight despite there are a lot of delicious food put in front of me , I still can control myself to eat enough but not over.

Still I can sleep early every night , not going to burn midnight oil. Still I hope myself despite lazy , move forward and tell yourself , you have dream to pursue. LAZY is the obstacle.

With Love ,

Judith Khoo

Graduation 2018

Hello guys. Sorry for late update , it has been a hectic holidays because I have filled up with my favourite things to do. The holiday is too short ! 

I have so much things to tell but I don't where should I start. Being facing a lot of negative and depression of how of my result will come out. I am not nervous , but I feel listless like my fire has been poured by cold water. Finally , the outcome is what I have expected. Thank God and now I can further study degree.

New life is coming. Live the life to the fullest !

First of all , Congratulations to myself , have been traveled three years at diploma and finally come to the start of degree. Two years , I believe time flies fast , not a glimpse of eyes , it is 2020. 

I have to reboot myself from those circumstances which happen previously. Avoid staying with those negative people , glad that I have made a correct move to stay away and refuse to them.

Sorry for not mention early to my brother and sister , as they want to fly back to participate my convocation. But degree I will tell you guys early so no worries !!! I want beautiful flower and not wrapping newspaper inside. 

She has finished all her diploma and now she is doing job and saving the money to buy car.

I have a little important notes for myself at 2020 which is : Please self-discipline and grab the opportunity that occur in your life. Study hard and loss weight successfully. There is no more time for you to play. 

She is very good in study ! Hope we can finish our degree and meet after two years !

One of my otaku friends , she's really come to the dinner night for me ! Thank you so much.

Next year I will participate your graduation ! 

She is my last paper subject of financial reporting pratice. The paper itself is a bit challenging than other previous subject.

It was a hectic month in June and July. No really had time for my blog because there were a lot of assignment and test had to do revision as you knew that I retook the subject. After organizing those long notes , I actually didn't sleep very well in those period. 

Every time when you closed your eyes , you're actually thinking the question paper , what had you memorized just now and congrats to me finally I have passed the final exam !

At Korean Restaurant for dinner. 

My friend and I had a short break to release our stress in a Korean restaurant. But frankly speaking , the price really really more expensive than we usual dine in restaurant. A steamboat which full of different kind of sausage 

( my friend says it is expensive sausage lol )

I was fed up in the middle of eating. First the tea was tasteless , like what I said , I was drinking the plain water. Second , the sausage was salty , the drink was expensive which I could not afford of buying it.

My friend had recommended the seafood pie , she said it was delicious but I honestly told , it was nice but not delicious lol.

Actually you didn't have to push and rush during the final exams , start early revision it would not make you that stress. 

Here are some food I have tried to cook new , usually I fried chicken with black fungus , sometime I may put lemongrass and black pepper as a flavour. I love spicy smell lol.

Curry Chicken. I love curry so much , I always make various ingredient in recipe , see whether which fit the curry tastes. You can try purple sweet potato or normal sweet potato , it tastes more delicious than potato. 

I love fried egg bitter ground , usually I cook like this method. 

I also love tofu too , especially anything that make from tofu. This dish of tofu is delicious but it takes more time to prepare for it as you have to fried the tofu first , cut meat into mince and cut carrot into strip.

Yaa , as you guys know that I have studied degree , even I just take two subjects , I feel that mathematics still very tough for me. I just hope that I can pass everything smoothly and do well too.

Degree has not that much of time for us to enjoy as honeymoon. Each subject might come out with two assignment , one mid term and final exams. Okay , I have to say very clear to myself , you are not going to fail any subject because the course is expensive.

My senior tells me that if you don't have anytime , you can straight cook one week meal and freeze in the fridge. As you know that our hostel's fridge full of housemate things that has been put a long time ago. No chose maybe I can cook like the next photo. 

Like this. Taste more light and easily to prepare especially you have classes on evening. It is good to me as I always lack of sleep , lack of time even though you say we have to squeeze the time and I use it for exercise. It is convenient , I will try it from now on lol.  

 I really love fried food but not junk food , when there is nothing to eat at home , I usually fried this and mix it with rice.

I usually dine outside too , mostly are Asian food and Japanese food. Then follow by Western food.

 Of course I love omelette rice too !

Put some chili as a flavour and you will give thumb up !

Same as what I have cooked at above.

I love sotong tomyam , it is nice and delicious.

I can't recall back what is the name of the vegetables , but it is yummy. ( Remind that it has to use quite lot of vege oil to cook for it. )

Fried tofu with mince meat , Yummy never fed up for the food.

Meat fried with onion , I usually do that way too because it is convenient.

This vegetable is my favourite among the others. Because I like sweet flavour of food no matter what it is lol hahahahaha.

Have to be well prepared because more and more things will coming up ~ I hope I can manage the time well. For those people we don't have the same views for the future , I just know that it is very difficult to have a long term friendship as well. 

I still studying Japanese Language. I will try my best and find friend in Japan too ! Hope we can make friends and able to communicate.

A song to myself.

With Love ,

Judith Khoo.