Hello guys ! Sorry for late update. Gonna spend one hour at here to update my whole feeling about this month. I will separate my travel blog post and monthly update 'cause it is different feeling and different value.
Thanks to all my cutey reader , still waiting for me to update blog , it gives me motivation to update frequently. Thanks for finding me for advertising. I appreciate it.
As usual , last semester I have failed the subject " financial reporting " , this semester I'm going to put more effort to pass the final exams and yet I want to study degree and taste the freedom despite the reality is full of challenges and train myself learn to live alone.
If you wisely use the time when you are alone , you may find out that the time isn't enough for you to use because there are too much hobbies and interests to do. From now on , I will fill my time with values and learn new things. From a enthusiastic and lively extrovert become an introvert it may need some time. But still I will keep my marked individuality , I'm not going to change myself but grow up to be matured. When I meet friends , I will show them my passion and enthusiastic lol.
They are my sincere friends , they deserve better treatment from me. I only precious the relationship that I love so much.
Someone told me that I was bossy , unreasonable and immature. She told me that I had to grow up. So this was my method to grow up.
Recently the relationship I tried to develop was hurting me so much and I even felt the darkness of the reality. I shake off the shackles , because I didn't want to be hurt more by someone that I respected and liked one. It was time to break off the relationship because everything sweet dream would become clownish scenes. It was enough for me to have a bee in one's bonnet.
When patience is polished , when await become fail , when excite become lose. I sincerely hope that we can become a pair of good friend. Unfortunately , I break through the relationship with my own hand.
Thank God I still alive. I still able to take a break to have a gasp.
I will move forward. Back to LIVE ALONE LIFE. It isn't a fear to me , because I just remove " you " from my life , just like what mechanically computer do so. Please be my side and give me support. A trip gives tremendous changes to me. Please stay tunes my next sorely travel update.
With Love ,
Judith Khoo
